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Flip Sides of the Same Coin

Oct 3, 2013

Just One Year by Gayle Forman

Release Date: October 15, 2013
Publisher: Penguin | Dutton Children's Books
Pages: 336 pages
Series: Just One Day #2
Source & Format: ARC from Magan!
Amazon | Goodreads

Summary (from Goodreads)
After spending an amazing day and night together in Paris, Just One Year is Willem's story, picking up where Just One Day ended. His story of their year of quiet longing and near misses is a perfect counterpoint to Allyson's own as Willem undergoes a transformative journey, questioning his path, finding love, and ultimately, redefining himself.

Thoughts on Just One Year
I don't even know where to begin with this book. I read Just One Day earlier this year after hearing almost nothing but love for the book. I'd been on the fence about Forman's If I Stay but had really enjoyed the follow-up, Where She Went, and was curious about what she'd write next. I ended up loving Just One Day in a way I never could have imagined. In fact, I couldn't even write a full review for it (opting instead to write a short mini-review) because I just couldn't find the words. I both love and hate when a book leaves me feeling that way. I'd connected so much to Allyson's story. I related to the way she always did what she was told and how she starts to realize how she's missing out on really living by just settling for what's safe. I was cheering her on as she started to finally, slowly, emerge into someone who finally knew who she was and what she wanted.

And then there was Willem.

I was dying to read his side of the story. I didn't have the most positive feelings about him after the way things happened with Allyson, so I was really curious to hear his side of the story. So, you can imagine my shock and delight when I came home from work one Friday to discover a package from Magan @ Rather Be Reading was waiting for me. Opening it up to find a copy of Just One Year, I think my husband must have thought I'd won the lottery. After much squealing and dancing around later, I was profusely thanking my sweet friend for thinking of me. What a surprise!

There was no chance I was going to be reading anything else that weekend. I KNEW that I had to dive into Willem's story. However, it had been several months since I'd read Just One Day. I mean, I remembered what had happened but I wondered if this book would resonate more if I re-read the previous book first. Well, I have to tell you - I'm so happy that's what I did!

I would have loved this book regardless, but diving back into Just One Day first gave me a deeper appreciation for the way Forman has crafted these complementary stories. They fit together so beautifully - it's like two halves coming together and making a whole. I think Just One Year is so much stronger when you get to see how tightly woven together the events are in each. The first reads like a coming-of-age tale - a perfect picture of that time between adolescence and the first stages of adulthood. The second reads like a quest. Willem is, in many ways, a little boy lost. He's lost a part of himself in his years abroad, and it's time to face the past and search for what he's been missing.

International travel plays a significant role in Just One Year, and it left me longing to pack my bags and see the world. Forman makes each place come alive on the page - each city became like a living and breathing character. I loved how places are so important in this book, and it made Willem's journey feel even more like a quest to me.

One thing plays a big role in Just On Year is Willem's strained relationship with his family. I absolutely loved this aspect of the book because it felt realistic. I could see how the pressure of loss and grief had caused the small cracks that already existed to expand into a larger split. I wasn't sure if I'd connect to his story - being in Allyson's head in Just One Day certainly influenced my early perceptions of him - but I'm so pleased that I ended up just falling in love with this character.

Just One Year was emotional, lovely, authentic... It's a journey with a character that I know I'll be taking over and over again because I can already see many rereads in my future. I may have found Allyson more relatable, but I still found myself so invested in Willem's story. The pain in his past just made me ache for him, and I loved seeing his growth and progress.

Of course, if you're anything like me, you'll still be dying to get to Part Two. I won't say anything at all about it because you just need to enjoy everything leading up to it. When you turn the page and realize you're there, take a deep breath and just savor all the moments that have led up to the conclusion of this story.

Just One Year was the perfect conclusion to this story that felt so unlike anything I've ever read. These characters are so special to me, and I'm so thankful that I don't really have to ever say goodbye to them. They'll always be waiting there on these pages I've come to love - two separate stories that come together in a way that makes them better, stronger and all the lovelier. I haven't talked about anything that happens in this book because I want everyone to discover it for themselves. But I have no problem telling you that I'll be pushing Just One Day and Just One Year on everyone I know. They're just that wonderful.

So Quotable
"There's a different between losing something you knew you had and losing something you discovered you had. One is a disappointment. The other feels like losing a piece of yourself. I didn't realize that before. I realize it now."

September 2013: On My Shelves Vlog + Recap

Oct 2, 2013

Sarah Hearts
Y'all, today is a day where I do something totally new for me: I FILMED A VLOG! Yep, that's right, I decided to get all fancy with this post and filmed a video highlighting all the books I added to my shelves in September. And it's a long one - there were (eek!) 30 books that I brought into my home this month PLUS I may have rambled a bit. I would have edited the video, but that requires skills I don't currently possess. Regardless, watch the video below to see what I bought and borrowed in September!

I read 15 books this month, so I was clearly on a reading roll compared to August. I've listed those here along with what was posted on So Obsessed With this month in case you missed anything! Otherwise, hope y'all had a fabulous September and can't wait to see what you think of my stack of books!

On My Shelves

[Deleted vlog.]

Bloggers Mentioned
Cassie from Books With Cass
Heather from The Flyleaf Review
Estelle from Rather Be Reading
Elena from Novel Sounds
Betty from Book Rock Betty
Kristina from Gone Pecan
Mandee from VeganYANerds
Renae from Respiring Thoughts
Judith from Paper Riot

Books Shown: Bought & Borrowed
Burial Rites by Hannah Kent
Fangirl by Rainbow Rowell
Rose Under Fire by Elizabeth Wein
Where the Stars Still Shine by Trish Doller
Pushing the Limits by Katie McGarry
Dare You To by Katie McGarry
Crash Into You by Katie McGarry (Thanks Cassie!)
Life After Theft by Aprilynne Pike (Thanks Kelly!
Nobody But Us by Kristin Halbrook (Thanks Kelly!)
Laura Lamont's Life in Pictures by Emma Straub (Thanks Kristina!)
The Lost Prince by Selden Edwards (Thanks Kristina!)
The Runaway Princess by Hester Browne
Nowhere but Home by Liza Palmer
The Sky is Everywhere by Jandy Nelson
Friday Never Leaving by Vikki Wakefield
Sense & Sensibility: An Annotated Edition by Jane Austen (See all Harvard Annotated Editions here!)


Books Mentioned: Bought for Kindle
Past Perfect by Leila Sales
This Song Will Save Your Life by Leila Sales
New Money by Lorraine Zago Rosenthal
Shadow and Bone by Leigh Bardugo
The Raven Boys by Maggie Stiefvater
The Coldest Girl in Coldtown by Holly Black
Ten Tiny Breaths by K.A. Tucker
If You Find Me by Emily Murdoch
Gap Creek by Robert Morgan


Books Mentioned: For Review
Goodbye, Rebel Blue by Shelley Coriell
Under the Wide and Starry Sky by Nancy Horan
Rebellious Heart by Jody Hedlund
Unspoken by Dee Henderson

Books Read

103. Just One Day by Gayle Forman
104. Just One Year by Gayle Forman
105. Burial Rites by Hannah Kent
106. The Book of Broken Hearts by Sarah Ockler
107. Pushing the Limits by Katie McGarry
108. Dare You To by Katie McGarry
109. This Is What Happy Looks Like by Jennifer E. Smith
110. Clockwork Prince by Cassandra Clare
111. Clockwork Princess by Cassandra Clare
112. The Husband's Secret by Liane Moriarty
113. Crash Into You by Katie McGarry
114. Orphan Train by Christine Baker Kline
115. Goodbye, Rebel Blue by Shelley Coriell
116. Laura Lamont's Life in Pictures by Emma Straub
117. Throne of Glass by Sarah J. Maas

On My Blog

I reviewed:
In Falling Snow by Mary-Rose MacColl
Burial Rites by Hannah Kent
Born of Persuasion by Jessica Dotta
Edenbrooke by Julianne Donaldson
Scarlet by Marissa Meyer
This Is What Happy Looks Like by Jennifer E. Smith
Goodbye, Rebel Blue by Shelley Coriell



Bye Bye Book!

Oct 1, 2013

Top Ten Tuesday is a weekly feature hosted by The Broke and The Bookish. Every week they post a new topic/top ten list and invite everyone to share their own answers. I'm so obsessed with lists - so it makes perfect sense that I'd love this feature!

Top Ten Book Turn-Offs

 When Choosing A Book:

1. Divorcées: This may be terrible to admit, but I usually won't read a book if I see that it's about middle-aged divorcée. This is really common in adult women's fiction, and I often see it when the woman has grown children, is divorced and is lonely. Cue her finding a man. For the most part, I'm just not interested.

2. Cheating: This isn't a hard-and-fast rule, but I usually don't want to read a book if the main love story involves cheating. That's because I don't think anything justifies betraying someone like that, and I can't usually root for that couple when I'm reading.

3. Paranormal: I'm reading more fantasy now that I'm blogging than I ever have before. I love challenging myself to break out of my comfort zone, BUT I'm still not crazy about paranormal creatures. Yes, I loved Vampire Academy. But for the most part? Keep those otherworldly being away from me!

4. The Cover: Nothing turns me off faster than a really bad cover. Whether it's cheesy, embarrassing or just plain ugly... you have to work really hard to get my attention if I already want to say no just by looking at it!

When Reading A Book:

5. Instalove: I get so annoyed while I'm reading a book if it has instalove! I'm fine with instant attraction or maybe even instalust, but there is no way two people are in LOVE within minutes of meeting each other. I'm not buying it, books!

6. Abuse: This includes abuse of animals OR humans. I hate both! If it's a minor element that is necessary to the story, I'm usually okay with it. But if it's included just for emotional manipulation or dramatics? No thanks.

7. Graphic Sex: I prefer my books to be more on the PG to lite PG-13 end of this scale, which is why I don't read romance novels and have been avoiding most "New Adult" books these days. I'm just not interested in a play-by-play here.

8. Melodrama: When a book has that sensationalized drama and exaggerated emotions or events, I'm a pretty harsh judge. If it starts to feel like I'm reading a soap opera put to page, chances are I'm thinking about bailing on a book.

When Finishing A Book:

9. Cliffhanger: This is a two-fold dislike! I hate when I'm reading something that I think is a stand-alone and the ending reveals it's actually a series. I LOVE series, but I do not like when I'm caught off guard by the fact that a book is a series. Now, when I know it's a series, I hate HUGE cliffhangers that just leave you DYING for the next book but knowing it will be months (or longer!) before you'll find out what's next. I enjoy an ending that leaves you wanting more, but not one that just leaves you hanging.

10. Open-Ended: I don't need a book to have a happy ending to enjoy it, but I do like for there to be some resolution in the end. I understand the appeal of an open ending - and sometimes they really do work - but I'm usually just left open-mouthed and flipping to see if my book is missing pages. I hate that feeling! It's fine if certain elements are left open, but I really dislike when major parts of a book aren't wrapped up in the end.

Rebel Blue's Bucket List

Sep 30, 2013

Goodbye, Rebel Blue by Shelley Coriell

Release Date: October 1, 2013
Publisher: Abrams Books | Amulet
Pages: 320 pages
Source & Format: NetGalley; e-ARC
Amazon | Goodreads

Summary (from Goodreads)
Rebecca Blue is a rebel with an attitude whose life is changed by a chance encounter with a soon-to-be-dead girl. Rebel (as she's known) decides to complete the dead girl's bucket list to prove that choice, not chance, controls her fate. In doing so, she unexpectedly opens her mind and heart to a world she once dismissed - a world of friendships, family, and faith. With a shaken sense of self, she must reevaluate her loner philosophy - particularly when she falls for Nate, the golden boy do-gooder who never looks out for himself.

Thoughts on Goodbye, Rebel Blue
This book first got on my radar when I spotted it on someone's Fall TBR post for Top Ten Tuesday. I was immediately drawn to the cover - the bright blue is so eye-catching on that white background! I didn't even recognize the author's name at first since I still haven't read Welcome, Caller, This is Chloe. But I was excited when I got approved for it on NetGalley and knew I wanted to dive right in!

Rebecca Blue, known as Rebel Blue, finds herself in detention with the over-acheiving Kennedy Green. Kennedy works on their detention assignment - to write a bucket list - really seriously, but Rebel just thinks it's a waste of time. The two have a short conversation that wouldn't have affected Rebel at all... except that Kennedy dies on the way home from school. Suddenly, Rebel starts to question everything. Kennedy believed in fate, but Rebel tells herself that everything is choice. But who is right?

Rebel breaks into the detention classroom to retrieve Kennedy's bucket list from the trash. Something about it just won't let her go. She tries to get rid of it but it seems like it's following her no matter where she goes. She decides that she's going to have to finish Kennedy's bucket list in order to prove something to herself and to the dead girl who has ended up impacting her life.

To tell the truth, Rebel is the definition of a loner. Her mom died, and she doesn't even know her dad. Her mother was a free spirit, and she raised Rebel to be independent and to live as she pleased. That's all well and good until Rebel has to move in with her uncle, aunt and cousin. In their house, she has to live by their rules... and things aren't going so well. She keeps to herself at school, too, and hasn't tried to make any friends. Basically, she's the exact opposite of Kennedy - a girl who thrived on helping others and connecting to people.

Completing Kennedy's bucket list forces Rebel to face some of the things she's long avoided - her feelings about her mother's death, her frustrations with her family, and her refusal to make friends. Suddenly, Rebel starts re-evaluating her lifestyle and wonders if she really was MEANT to meet Kennedy on that fateful afternoon.

I really liked the concept of Goodbye, Rebel Blue but I wasn't that invested in the storyline. The entire book moves really quickly, and I definitely read it fast. I was a little bored by the opening chapters since the whole setup for Rebel completing Kennedy's bucket list wasn't fully developed and seemed a little too coincidental. I also didn't feel very connected to Rebel or Kennedy. The items on Kennedy's list were sweet but didn't have a any personality. They were somewhat "bland," if that makes sense. I didn't feel like they revealed much about Kennedy (aside from the fact that she cared about making the world a better place). Because of that, I could never understand why Rebel felt so compelled to complete Kennedy's bucket list. I didn't understand that motivation, which left me feeling more lackluster on everything that happened in the book.

Also, there was almost no time spent developing Rebel's character prior to detention. I mean, I know she dyed her hair blue and talked back to her teacher, but those don't necessarily make someone super rebellious in my book. It left me feeling really ambivalent about Rebel as a character. I liked her, but she wasn't that memorable to me. In fact, I liked Rebel's bucket list WAY more than I did Kennedy's, and I kept wishing I could see more of that personality and character.

There's a really strong message in this book about the idea of things being fated to happen and on the idea that the purpose of life is found in connecting to people. I don't necessarily disagree with the second part of that message, but I felt like the book just kept hammering it home. I didn't need to be told that many times and in that many ways that people matter.

Something was just off about Goodbye, Rebel Blue for me. I wanted MORE - more character development, more depth, more fleshing out of the storyline, more feelings, and more connection to what was going on. There was so much potential here, but I just felt like everything rushed along and wasn't fully developed. For a book that could have been incredibly moving and memorable, I needed just a little bit more from this book for it to have become something special. It's still a fun read, however, and I think fans of lighter contemporaries will probably enjoy it.

So Quotable
"We all fall down. We all have scars. Some are more visible than others, and anyone who tries to deny it is full of bullshit."

You've Got Mail!

Sep 27, 2013

This Is What Happy Looks Like by Jennifer E. Smith

Release Date: April 2, 2013
Publisher: Hachette | Poppy
Pages: 416 pages
Source & Format: Library; Hardcover
Amazon | Goodreads

Summary (from Goodreads)
If fate sent you an email, would you answer?

When teenage movie star Graham Larkin accidentally send small town girl Ellie O'Neill an email about his pet pig, the two seventeen-year-olds strike up a witty and unforgettable correspondence, discussing everything under the sun, except for their names or backgrounds.

Then Graham find out that Ellie's Maine hometown is the perfect location for his latest film, and he decides to take their relationship from online to in-person. But can a star as famous as Graham really start a relationship with an ordinary girl like Ellie? And why does Ellie want to avoid the media's spotlight at all costs?

Thoughts on This Is What Happy Looks Like
After falling for The Statistical Probability of Love at First Sight, I was excited when I spotted This is What Happy Looks Like on the library's New Releases shelf. I'd seen some mixed reviews of this one, so I'd been hesitant to buy it. Finding it at the library was the perfect moment. From the yellow cover to the cheery title, I was hoping this would be the perfect summer read.

This is What Happy Looks Like tells the story of Graham and Ellie - two teenagers on opposites sides of the country with completely different lives who randomly "meet" one day over email. One tiny error - a simple mistyped email address - leads to shared confidences and the building blocks of a new friendship. But there is something they aren't sharing: their names.

Because of this, Ellie has no idea that she's talking to a movie star. Graham's not content with never meeting Ellie. He's intrigued by her emails, and he knows that he can use his influence to make sure that his next movie is shot in Ellie's hometown. So, he does. And then everything starts falling into place...

Interestingly enough, I thought this book read like a movie. It had the meet cute, the comedic missteps, and the somewhat unbelievable setup that still manages to feel charming. My favorite thing about This is What Happy Looks Like is the setting. I've never been to Maine, but I'm absolutely dying to pack my bag and spend a week up there after reading this book. I loved the small town vibe, and I felt like I could picture the place in my head while I was reading. The ocean breeze, the ice cream shop, the lobster... it felt so real to me! I definitely think this is a book where the setting just adds to the story.

Another thing I enjoyed about this book was something that I'd also noticed in The Statistical Probability of Love at First Sight - that family plays a role and has a noticeable presence in the book. Graham's family isn't present in Maine, but the tension underlying his relationship with them and his insecurities about how his celebrity has changed their relationship is a recurring theme in the book. There are also questions about Ellie's family (she's been raised by a single mother), and Smith explores those issues as well. I did feel like Ellie's storyline of the secret she's keeping with her mom was somewhat unnecessary, but I CAN still appreciate that parents are certainly present in this book. Sometimes YA novels feel so unrealistic to me because there's not a single adult or parental figure that ever makes an appearance. Or, if they do, they're presented as one who is out of touch or holding the teen back. So, I really like that family issues have played a role in both of Smith's books that I've read thus far. I did wish there was a little more balance in this one, but I appreciated the presence of family regardless.

It's a strange thing to say, but what I liked about This is What Happy Looks Like is the way it made me think about how blogging has changed my life. It's not the same as Graham's email slip-up, but I did start thinking about all the people I've met online through this little blog. I loved that This is What Happy Looks Like celebrates how technology can allow you to meet people that, previously, would have probably never crossed your path before.

This is What Happy Looks Like is very different from The Statistical Probability of Love at First Sight, but it retains the charm and delight that sucked me into the latter story. It's a light, sweet tale that won't change your life but will probably make you smile. I thought parts of the story seemed a little imbalanced, and it did seem to run a little long, but I enjoyed it overall. The email exchanges between Ellie and Graham made me smile, but they did leave me wanting more "offline" interaction between the two and less family and friend drama. It made me feel less connected to these characters, and I certainly wanted a little more from the ending, but I thought it was a fun and cute read nonetheless!

So Quotable
"It seemed to Ellie that you could tell a lot about someone by the way they carried a secret - by how safe they kept it, how soon they told, the way they acted when they were trying to keep it from spilling out."
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